This just end, I SUCK HARD CORE.

That is all. 6 years of DA and I have shit to show for it lmao.

To be perfectly honest, i am in a soul crushing dry spelling creatively. I draw to make me happy, and i write to express my mind. I (normally) can't live without either. I haven't written more than a like 3 poems in 3 years. that....is.....devastating. My artistic soul i think has died and passed on to the other side or something. I try to write and...a paragraph in i hit a wall....and stop. I can't go passed it. Which sucks cause according to Brooke i have an amazing story idea..... two actually for books that i can't write to save my life. as for drawing, i really have no time. I doodle a shit loud and have improved my style ten times as much but i never really sit down and drawn because i spend that time.... watching shows, doing homework (full time college student here) or working (full0time job). I is tired when i get home.

So...until my fighting spirit comes back...i have no idea. I have been updating my live journal so....if you want to read that you can. I wish i could go back and delete all those posts from when i was stupid and like...4 years ago. LMAO when every entry was about a dude. lmao. I was so stupid than. now its just me talking about random shit that you won't get if your not..cool. hhehehe XD

XOXO